SAMHAINHoT (12:09:14 AM): How I make you smile? Lol
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SAMHAINHoT (12:15:22 AM): Ok
SAMHAINHoT returned at 12:15:32 AM.
batmnrkc907 (12:16:35 AM): okay. i was helping someone out
SAMHAINHoT (12:17:07 AM): Wat did I say 2 make u smile? Im curious
batmnrkc907 (12:18:15 AM): when you said i was impossible
SAMHAINHoT (12:19:26 AM): Lol ooo
SAMHAINHoT (12:19:32 AM): U are
batmnrkc907 (12:19:43 AM): you just catch me at the wrong time
SAMHAINHoT (12:19:44 AM): Its like wat do I have 2 do for u 2 accept me
SAMHAINHoT (12:20:17 AM): Wat u mean the wrong time? U be in a bad mood?
batmnrkc907 (12:20:44 AM): no like. U message me when Im like going to sleep and today Im like super sick
batmnrkc907 (12:20:54 AM): I feel so out of it
SAMHAINHoT (12:21:34 AM): Ooo its cuz I see you tweeting so I expext ur online and willing 2 reply
batmnrkc907 (12:21:44 AM): LOL
batmnrkc907 (12:22:10 AM): yea that
SAMHAINHoT (12:22:18 AM): U seem like the dennis rodman of the michael fans
batmnrkc907 (12:22:34 AM): whats that supposed to mean?
SAMHAINHoT (12:23:13 AM): Lol u don’t run with the team
batmnrkc907 (12:23:53 AM): some fans annoy me. I dont want to be a part of the MJ cult
SAMHAINHoT (12:27:49 AM): Lol woooow
SAMHAINHoT (12:27:59 AM): U sure are different
SAMHAINHoT (12:28:26 AM): I thought u was like the rest of us
batmnrkc907 (12:28:43 AM): different is okay. We dont all have to tweet the same pictures and sind sing cumbaya hoping for the second coming of our savior
SAMHAINHoT (12:29:39 AM): Lol I kno but its crazy how u be unfollowing and following
batmnrkc907 (12:30:02 AM): when i get bored I let go.
SAMHAINHoT (12:30:06 AM): Afta all the times I wrote u and u still don’t follow me its amazing
batmnrkc907 (12:30:17 AM): nun un
batmnrkc907 (12:30:23 AM): I did follow you for a hot minute
SAMHAINHoT (12:30:44 AM): But u see u have a follower name ms cheryl charles?
batmnrkc907 (12:30:54 AM): yup
SAMHAINHoT (12:31:17 AM): She writes u and u neva write her back
batmnrkc907 (12:32:53 AM): so not true
batmnrkc907 (12:32:59 AM): I write her back as well
batmnrkc907 (12:33:11 AM): but not everything needs a response
batmnrkc907 (12:33:19 AM): I dont always have to have the last word
SAMHAINHoT (12:36:18 AM): Lol u know that’s my step mom and she lives with me
batmnrkc907 (12:36:30 AM): oh thats cool
batmnrkc907 (12:36:45 AM): haha small world
SAMHAINHoT (12:37:20 AM): But since im not interesting enuff for u 2 follow me then o well…I guess I must stop annoying you
batmnrkc907 (12:37:47 AM): you arent annoying me
batmnrkc907 (12:37:50 AM): chat is kewl
SAMHAINHoT (12:38:15 AM): I don’t even know how u look
SAMHAINHoT (12:38:50 AM): U don’t have myspace or facebook
SAMHAINHoT (12:39:01 AM): Let me guess u don’t want me 2 add u either
batmnrkc907 (12:44:10 AM): LOL
batmnrkc907 (12:44:15 AM): are u upset?
SAMHAINHoT (12:44:46 AM): Noo I jus wanted 2 know wat ur deal was
batmnrkc907 (12:44:47 AM): I might leave my comp periodically cuz Im at work .. FYI
SAMHAINHoT (12:44:56 AM): But it don’t matta
SAMHAINHoT (12:45:07 AM): I aint bothering u no more
batmnrkc907 (12:45:44 AM): um okay…. honestly if thats how you feel thats kewl
SAMHAINHoT (12:46:04 AM): Lol im reacting off of ur vibes
SAMHAINHoT (12:46:47 AM): u moving mad stink so its w.e.
SAMHAINHoT (12:46:52 AM): Bye
batmnrkc907 (12:47:13 AM): sarcasm. not everyone gets it
batmnrkc907 (12:47:18 AM): those who do. I follow
batmnrkc907 (12:47:19 AM): lol
SAMHAINHoT (12:48:37 AM): Smh ur annoying lol
SAMHAINHoT (12:48:45 AM): Bye
batmnrkc907 (12:48:54 AM): close the door on your way out
batmnrkc907 (12:48:58 AM): theres a draft in here
SAMHAINHoT (12:49:17 AM): Ight ho lol
batmnrkc907 (12:49:37 AM): okay you really want to piss me off I see
batmnrkc907 (12:49:42 AM): but Im steady laughing
SAMHAINHoT (12:49:51 AM): Lol bye
batmnrkc907 (12:50:03 AM): you should this smile on my face but if you take something like twitter so seriously so be it
SAMHAINHoT (12:50:26 AM): I aint takin shit serious
SAMHAINHoT (12:50:36 AM): Jus shut up lol
batmnrkc907 (12:50:50 AM): hpw about you sign off and quit talking to me
batmnrkc907 (12:50:59 AM): im not the one with the problem
batmnrkc907 (12:51:01 AM): you are
SAMHAINHoT (12:51:15 AM): Naa ur the one
SAMHAINHoT (12:51:21 AM): I shud slap some sense into lol
batmnrkc907 (12:51:39 AM): Your logic does not compute
SAMHAINHoT (12:51:44 AM): Im not signin off I stay on aim so bounce bitch
batmnrkc907 (12:51:54 AM): You have the grudge
SAMHAINHoT (12:52:01 AM): Don’t need no fake ass fans crowdin
batmnrkc907 (12:52:31 AM): I never said one bad thing about you
batmnrkc907 (12:52:50 AM): but here you are giving shade
SAMHAINHoT (12:53:21 AM): Lol cuz I have my reason
SAMHAINHoT (12:53:31 AM): Don’t act like it bothers you
SAMHAINHoT (12:53:36 AM): U don’t give a damn
batmnrkc907 (12:53:45 AM): um exactly
SAMHAINHoT (12:53:51 AM): You aint bad u aint nothing
batmnrkc907 (12:53:56 AM): but for some reason it seems to bother you a great deal
batmnrkc907 (12:54:02 AM): very clever
batmnrkc907 (12:54:06 AM): that one really got me
SAMHAINHoT (12:54:34 AM): Well u see if u wanna hold back from me we have a problem
SAMHAINHoT (12:54:41 AM): I don’t do have steping
SAMHAINHoT (12:54:56 AM): So if u can’t be like everyone else then trick im outty
batmnrkc907 (12:55:28 AM): Well that settles it then
batmnrkc907 (12:55:41 AM): I dont want to be like everyon else. and I stated that
batmnrkc907 (12:55:58 AM): this is so funny
SAMHAINHoT (12:56:04 AM): Ok ok shut up and go tweet
SAMHAINHoT (12:56:13 AM): Im outta ya life
batmnrkc907 (12:56:19 AM): you were never in
SAMHAINHoT (12:56:25 AM): Let me go talk 2 real fans
SAMHAINHoT (12:56:34 AM): Who actually no how 2 act
batmnrkc907 (12:57:01 AM): riiiight
batmnrkc907 (12:57:08 AM): tell me how that goes for you
batmnrkc907 (12:57:14 AM): hope everything works out
SAMHAINHoT (12:57:31 AM): I aint telling u shit
SAMHAINHoT (12:57:43 AM): We get along fine without u lol
SAMHAINHoT (12:58:12 AM): U aint fuxxin with us with that behavior
batmnrkc907 (12:58:13 AM): And from the looks of things I got along fine without you as well
batmnrkc907 (12:58:27 AM): the feelings mutual
SAMHAINHoT (12:58:44 AM): Ur not welcome with michael fans so don’t even try it
batmnrkc907 (12:59:13 AM): yet youre the only one who holds the grudge
batmnrkc907 (12:59:18 AM): thank yu speaker of the fans
SAMHAINHoT (12:59:34 AM): Lol u think u 2 good 4 us or anyone please lol
batmnrkc907 (12:59:38 AM): I needed to know my status and standing with all the faithful MJ worshippers
SAMHAINHoT (12:59:40 AM): Keep ur grudges
batmnrkc907 (1:00:10 AM): keeper of the fans please I beg of you
SAMHAINHoT (1:00:22 AM): Take his pic and his name out ya shit cuz u aint down
SAMHAINHoT (1:00:27 AM): I HATE YOU
batmnrkc907 (1:00:35 AM): good to know theres only one type of fan
SAMHAINHoT (1:00:56 AM): SHUT UP
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Okay Free. This might not mean a lot to you but this script has plagued me since i began writing it

I started writing it in 2001 and continued I think up to 2007.Hmmm to give you a bit of background on the story

it was like an Action/Drama type. With 3 main characters at the time it started. The main characters name was Bruce Michel(My -Kel)

He was 18-19 yrs of age when he moved from Miami to Detroit with his brother Jillian to find their mother. Their mother had sent them to live with their uncle in

Miami when they were young to keep them away from their abusive father.His father didnt care for them much because their mother was black and he used her for his “pleasure”if you catch my drift.

Their Uncle was a well respected drug lord in Miami and basically used the boys to help sell drugs, but they didnt mind because he was the only father they knew.

so this is where the story begins….

They arrive in detroit and get a job offer to work for this woman. they dont know what theyre going to be doing and they dont know who this woman is. all they know is it’s a job and that’s all the info they really need.

Im going to try and condense this because I can go on and on with details and specifics. They get there Bruce falls in love with the womans daughter, who’s name is Jewel, and they keep a secret relationship together.

during their relationship Jewel tells Bruce why he’s really there and it’s because her mother is trying to spite his father. Well then she had to explain to him how they knew his father.

I know this probably isnt making much sense Free but its all running through my mind. The actual story has spiraled out of cotrol but the way it started it still constant so bare with me. If you have any questions feel free to tweet me : )

Through Jewel, Bruce finds out he is part of an elite group of people in the world. Most would categorize it as superhuman but its not really. Everyone has the potential but these people have honed the art of superintelligence and enhanced physical stregnth

But then again they do have a different genetic make up in their DNA but that pretty much makes up for their physical stregnth. As far as intelligence goes they’re just using more of their brain than the average man. I say this becayse common people work for them and are trained to reach a higher level of intelligence. For the most part it’s just learing things more quickly and retaining information learned in short term for long periods of time. For example they can learn Spanish in about a month and be able to speak it fluently for the rest of their life.

The higher ups, those who belong to Bruce’s race of people, are able to read and skim through books and know all the information inside of them.

Well the story goes that Jewel is also like him and had origins that stemmed from the goddess Isis  of ancient Egypt.

Bruce then finds out that his father is the reigning “King of Men” (just a title) so he’s like in charge of all these people. And Jewels mother is the Queen.  These people rule the world under secrecy. They do this because their numbers are minimal and if the world got wind of what they were doing there’d be numerous attempts to try and overthrow them and that would just take away from their goal, which is to keep the world running. They elect the presidents who report back to them. Your president may think he won because the people voted but its always fixed.

The two sides, Queen and king , are never supposed to cross paths and by that I mean have a relationship. This is because they both have conflicting interest and they serve as a power balance.

If they were to get together one of two things could happen, they conflict too much and end up raging war against both sides or come together to rule the world which should never happen.

If that happened the world would be disillusioned and realize that there really is no control in their life and that the whole world is run by a small population of its people (but really how is that any different from the way it is today. LOL)

The  First born is usually heir to the throne, which would make Bruce a Prince and Jewel the Princess. You cannot fathom the amount of power they have just by themselves, so you can imagine what would happen if the two spawned some kids. I should also mention that they usually give birth  to twins and 1 twin is the inverse of the other so usually it’s a twin boy and girl.

Im going to touch on that later if you have questions because my work shift ends in 7 minutes and I haven’t even gotten to the core. LOL

So they have kids , there’s another back story to that but it’s complicated and not really relevant.

So fast forward 15 to 17 yrs later kids are almost adults really talented and intelligent blah blah. They also have sort of a spin off story going for them.

The point is I never finished it and have no plans to finish. Instead I daydream about  them 24/7. If im having a bad day theyre having a bad day. Their life continues as my life continues. I feel its unhealthy and insane but in away its sort of my guilty pleasure.

Sometimes I feel like portraying Jewels character, for the past 2 years Ive felt like being Bruce’s son Jiles. Its constant, and in fact im thinking of them right now. I did say it sort of haunts me  but not in a bad way just in the way that I cant progress as my own person because Im constantly thinking about a group people that only exist in my my and my never ending imagination.

To  Be continued…..

Michael tanked his career by refusing to be black, distancing himself from women, being overly suspicious. Its as simple as this. Listening to these tapes it becomes quite obvious. After hearing these tapes and hearing his own voice in some of this, I am somewhat mad at MJ for all the madness over the year. Here I am of sound mine trying to defend this kneegrow and this is the truth behind it all. That he hated the one person that gave me him the best speech in death (how off was he)He gives YET another long interview to someone who doesnt give a crap about his WHOLE life, then he goes on and on about how yet another white woman doesnt like him, while he ignored the myriad of black, latin and asian ones that did, LAME. Not to mention here he is again talking about Joe someone who was pushing 75 at the time he said this. MJ SHUT THE HELL UP already.

Signed,

I now have a hard time giving a fcuk .

-Sophisticate

Because it’s so hard to discuss this via twitter Im going to write my response here.

This is  ‘RandomPondering’s tweet that I responded to.

“”Sins of Sodom”" was NOT any sexual immorality: READ Ezekiel 16:49-50 So, either the pastors/priests r lying or God. Redefine “Sodomy” Ouch

Here is my response:

@RandomPondering The men of sodom wanted 2 perform homosexual gang rape on Gods angels.They obviously had more issues than just being greedy

Now Im going to speak further on this since this person responded back to me.


Genisis 19:5-9 it describes how the men of Sodom wanted to rape the angels, which is in fact an inhospitable act.

But before they lay down, the men of the city, even the men of Sodom, compassed the house round, both old and young, all the people from every quarter .And they called unto Lot, and said unto him, Where are the men which came in to thee this night? bring them out unto us, that we may know them.
And Lot went out at the door unto them, and shut the door after him, And said, I pray you, brethren, do not so wickedly. Behold now, I have two daughters which have not known man; let me, I pray you, bring them out unto you, and do ye to them as is good in your eyes: only unto these men do nothing; -King James Version

The keyword in this scripture is the word “know” . The translation suggests that it refers to sex. For Lot offered his two virgin daughters up to the men of Sodom even saying that they had not “known” men.

The Angels were sent to scout out any righteous people that were left in the city. For if they could find a certain number of people God would spare the city. They were wicked people who engaged in all types of sin and without shame.This instance was just the straw that broke the camels back.Since Lot who was Abrahams brotherwas the only one, he was spared and the rest of the city was destroyed.

The point I was trying to make in my first tweet was that even though that text in Ezekial pointed out a specific sin of the people of Sodom, it was only one of many.

The passage you pointed out Ezekiel 16:49-50 reads:

‘Now this was the sin of your sister Sodom: She and her daughters were arrogant, overfed and unconcerned; they did not help the poor and needy. 50 They were haughty and did detestable things before me. Therefore I did away with them as you have seen. -NIV

If you read all of Ezekiel 16 and take everything into context it’s clear that  The Bible is referring not onlyto the sexual immorality of Jerusalem but also it’s sister nation Sodom  .

In summary of Ezekiel 16, God gave jerusalem perfect beauty andthey became famous for it across the Land.

Ezekial 16:15-17 reads :

‘But you trusted in your beauty and used your fame to become a prostitute. You lavished your favors on anyone who passed by and your beauty became his. [d] 16 You took some of your garments to make gaudy high places, where you carried on your prostitution. Such things should not happen, nor should they ever occur. 17 You also took the fine jewelry I gave you, the jewelry made of my gold and silver, and you made for yourself male idols and engaged in prostitution with them.

I just wanted to add that because it sounds a lot like what people in our world today are doing.

Ezekiel 20-23 describes a gruesome act were the people of Jerusalem sacrificed their children to these idols as food.

Ezekiel 44-48 describes how Jerusalem acts just like the sister nations that came before them. including Sodom. Not only did they copy their ways but they took them to another level.

Each nation did detestable things before the Lord. There was not just one sin, but many sins. Sexual immoralit was just one of many.

There are many instances in the bible like the one in Ezekial that points out the sin of sodom and Gomorrah.

Jeremiah 23:14 records Sodoms sin of adultry and lying.

Isaiah 3:9 talks about how they sinned with no shame

Jude 1:7 records their sexual immorality it reads:

7Even as Sodom and Gomorrha, and the cities about them in like manner, giving themselves over to fornication, and going after strange flesh, are set forth for an example, suffering the vengeance of eternal fire.

The Bible references Sodom and Gomorrah all over the place for numerous types of sin, because honestly they had done it all

I know I probably missed something, but if you want to refute anything Ive said just hit up my twitter again or leave a comment.


Why wont this audio player work. Ive had a bunch of posts lined up but I hate posting without the audio. Im really pissed about it. So much that Im shopping around for a new blog site. I spit on thee

A good record is one you can listen to all the way through without skipping tracks. For me it has to be one I’d even play 3 times in a row. I’m not going to name every record I’ve ever liked like that, but just the ones I’ve been listening too lately. And yeah I still say ‘records’ ‘. It just doesn’t sound right to say CD’s, cassettes or Mp3s  even though the  correct term is  ‘album’. I just can’t.

Favorite Song At the Moment: Master Teacher

I am not into Neo Soul, but I’m into Erykah Badu. Mostly because she stays so connected to her hip hop roots. Even though her album ‘Mama’s gun’ is what she is most known for I really can’t get with it. iBumpDidn’t Cha Know“, “Bag Lady“,”…&On“, “Kiss Me On My Neck” and “Green Eyes” always, but thats less than half the tracks on that album!! I have to be in a really good mood to sit and listen through that whole album. It’s not because it’s bad music it’s just not my taste.

So I was elated when New Amerykah Pt.1  first came out. I remember staying up in the computer lab all night just watching the new video for Honey. Not to mention it was produced by 9th Wonder my Fruity Loops hero.(For those that understand that big ups to you). After I heard “ The Healer” I was completely turned off to this album and didn’t care for it again. I don’t hate that song now, but it’s just one of those that have to grow on you.  Like a growth, it has become something I’d rather not have but am used to now.

Other than that one song I could listen to this album for days, and I have. I hate when every song on an  album seems to sound the same, which is why I love how each hip hop beat takes a different approach. Each song is unique in its on way and yet it all seems to connect for this album.

Favorite Song At the Moment: Yeah You

I”m not really a N.E.R.D fan, and for the life  of me I can’t seem to understand Pharrell’s appeal. When it comes to music I always keep an open mind , because you never know what’s going to be great. For the longest time I couldn’t stop playing Britney Spear’s Circus album. It was actually pretty good and would have made this blog entry if it weren’t for 2 or 3 songs I always skip over.

I must say that Pharell’s voice is so annoying to me. It sounds like it’s trapped in a constant fog. I tolerate it because the music is so good and if this was an album of all instrumentals I’d still buy it(I’d actually prefer it). When I was in elementary school I Read the rest of this entry »

So I was going to leave this blog to rot in the dust but i realized i sort of needed it. So i’ll continue to update.

I hate to leave this way but I felt like I owed this blog a fair well post.Not like I needed it though cuz Ive been gone for some months now and no one has batted an eye. I might come back and I might not.

But for now visit my personal tumblr @ http://www.nucca.tumblr.com

Algebra Blessett- Run and Hide

So I am like the last to report on ‘ol girl here. I’m loving her originality and the style that she has made her own. By the way she dresses you’d think she’d be beltin out something similar to Kelis but when you hear her blow you hear it’s nothing similar. It’s more soulful and has meaning to it (something Kelis has always lacked IMO).

But to be real with Algebra, I have only listened to the songs that are on her myspace and none of them are on the level of Run and Hide. I actually couldn’t get through any of them. Her songs were all to familiar . They all sound like something we’ve all heard before. If Algebra wants to come up in the biz she needs to take more risks and do songs that set her apart.

I’ll give her this, she does put a fresh and original face to an old sound. But I’d rather spend my money on some artists who I already know will deliver e.g India Arie, Erykah Badu

Proton-Magazine Dreamz

I’m bumping this trak by Proton because I honestly can’t stop replaying it. And like the geek I am I was listening for every shout out they gave during the song. IMO this a great part 2 to Biggie’s Dream which was the inspiration for this song. What would my bog be without a comparison….

Biggie Smalls- Dreams

And even further from that… So I was listening to the trak and I was thinking that the rhythm and beat were extremely familiar. And thats when it hit me . EFFIN FLOETRY!!

Floetry ft. Mos Def- Wanna B Where U R

So I guess they did a excellent job in taking the originality of others and making it their own. It’s hard to come by any artist who are truly original these days. I guess this match up proves my theory that rappers aren’t anything more than glorified DJs. Just ask Kanye…that’s how he pays his bills

It’s a pretty trendy video to say the least. I know for sure this song is gonna be in my rotation for the next week and a half. But am I the only one who feels like she is trying to hard?

If anyone has seen her interviews or spoke to her in person you’d know what I’m talkin about. On camera she just looks like everything is forced. Usually an artist persona is portrayed on screen but for her she looks totally out of character. Santi White is gettin’ her start in the biz very late in the game so I guess she’s just doing what she can to stay relevant.

HOTT SONG THOUGH